I'm relluctant to open up to my social worker/psychatrist because I'm worried about their reaction. I suffer with near unbearable levels anxiety/depression and I'm also starting to suffer with early sign of psychosis hense being refferred to my social worker/psychatrist. I've told them about the irregular voices I hear but I've refrained from talking about the thoughts I have. Sometimes I can see the thoughts in my head as if they are real. I think of killing the people closest to me in horrific ways. Sometimes when I'm washing the dishes I'll stand at the sink with a kitchen knife in my hand deciding whether I want to hurt my loved onces. Other times I'll put a knife to my throat while I think to myself <edit moderator total eclipse method>or not. I haven't spoken with anyone about these thoughts because I'm worried that I may be sectioned. I suppose my question is; if I were to tell both my social worker and my psychatrist about this would they section me or allow me to stay at home?