Why is it that I can't seem to escape these thoughts going through my head? I was just out getting some food for the house and dreaded every second I was out. Glad I'm home but just drained in life. I'm exhausting emotionally in dealing with anything really. Sad... i hate being this way. I hate being how I been. So tired. Just keep thinking maybe everyone is better off without me . Why burden everyone? I so hate being me.