Finding it difficult to hold on to life, I wanted to make one last plee. Hoping that people would understand and not think negatively of me. So many thoughts are going through my head, what I want to say and do, but the one thing that sticks out the most, is how much I love you. You must understand that you're not to blame, I do not want you to be sad. I'm not worth the time or energy, and I'm sure many people would be glad. I'm sorry it has come to this, the pain is just too much. I'm dying inside day by day and I can't seem to stand up. Crashing to the ground and struggling to breath. Holding my head above water and now, I'm too weak, and need, to feel at ease.