Would really let me feel better if those that are 20 and over gave a shout out. Really. Don't want to feel like everyone here is a teenager. From the outside looking in, I'm sure that at first I appear to be a completely normal individual. Maybe this is why i have more fun sometimes and generally enjoy talking to strangers, and why no relationships I have generally last very long. I wonder if anyone here has similar experiences or feels the same. Seems that a lot of the threads I read are things that I can relate to but maybe not as badly. Maybe i need to talk things over with people my own age. Forgot to mention I'm 22. While watching Fight Club yesterday i sarted to feel like someone at those groups who's there as a tourist. Am i really a tourist here? I'm scared of bridges and traintracks for a reason. Not a normal one. But I have never had the experiences of any self-harm, though i have joked about it innappropriately. But may be i joke about tons of stuff innappropriately. i'm ranting. i'll stop. I'm awaiting responses.