Last week my key worker/therapist threatened to section me and put me in hospital "for my own good", due to the amount of self harm I'd been doing. (The amount is way too much to mention here, just suffice to say I was finding the overdoses difficult to hide from my family) Anyway, to get back to the key worker - this week she drops her bomb shell - she's going on leave for 4 weeks and she'll see me when she gets back! I know she's entitled to her own life and to have some holiday, but how can it go from one week saying she's really worried about me and she's going to section me, and the next week that I'm OK to be left with out cover for a whole month? This is only day 4 and I'm already falling apart. I'm frightened that there's no-one there.