I have depression, I know that. I'm being treated for it, but it still feels like there's 3of me, which wasn't treue before I started seeking help. Now I feel like there's 1 that wants to hurt me wants to make me suffer and injure me. Another part that wants to end life, to get away from the first part of me. The other part wants to get the other two away, wants to get better. They're all fighting, but the first part is what I want to win. Can anyone else relate to any of this kinda stuff?