Three reasons

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by r1200, Mar 21, 2009.

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  1. r1200

    r1200 New Member

    There are 3 reasons i won't yet kill myself:

    1. The pain.
    2. I don't want my kids to have had a father who committed suicide.
    3. My family still need me although they don't want me.

    I am sorting no. 3 by passing more and more of my responsibilities onto my wife and kids. If I can find a pain-free way to kill myself that looks accidental then I am gone.
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Do you know where your pain comes from?
    I can't really pinpoint mine. It's no particular event. I mean I can relate it back to childhood and stuff. Whenever anyone asks me why I want to kill myself I don't have an answer, so I guess I wouldn't expect one from you, but I'll ask anyway.

    Why do you want to kill yourself?
    You know, it sounds silly, but this place fucking saved my life. To be able to talk to people who understand. I understand how you feel! Don't say I don't, because I do! Maybe our situations aren't the same... but the pain is.

    Stick with us. Keep posting. Make friends. Get support. And you just might feel that someone loves you. We care about you.

    Hopefully you can get to a place where you are living for family and yourself.

    lots of love and hugs :hug: :heart:

    p.s. pm me anytime if you need to talk. I'll be around. Helping/talking to people here gives my life purpose.
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