.waiting to exsplode. I am just waiting that someone comes and pushes me ..yeah..just waiting cozz i know that one will come.. The same as he would put a knife on my neck. I can alredy fell the cold blade. Do you know what is funny?= Pac said that he was felling that death is crawling behind him.. he was so right. I can fell it..i can smell the flowers. i can see people cryin there guts out..They can cry,but they will never make it better. They screwed me totally. This one rapped me..that one mentaly abused me..that one buliyed me..they can all burn..you know where. Yeah..it will burn their souls..to the rest of their lifes. ALL I REALLY WANTED WAS TO BELONG SOMEWHERE..TO BE LOVED..TO BE SAFE..TO BE A CHILD..TO HAVE..A CHILDHOOD..AND TO HAVE THAT MOMENT TO SHOW EVERYONE WHAT THEY DID TO ME.