Hello everyone, I just wanted to tell you all that I'm going. For a while I wasn't sure whether or not I was ready or if I should even say anything, as I don't think I made very many friends in my time here so I probably won't stick around in anyone's memories for very long but in the end I decided it was the right thing to do. I hope no one will misunderstand, I'm leaving because I believe I've finally found happiness. It's fleeting and I know this feeling will fade and I'll feel sorrow again but I've realized that I will also feel happiness again. I feel complete, as if I could pass away in this very instant and leave content. I still have problems, I suppose I always will but somehow it makes me feel human. For the first time in a long time I feel like I'm finally exactly where I'm supposed to be. I just want to use my last post to thank everyone, coming here was the best decision I ever made and I love each and every one of you to death. I know I didn't mingle much and I can probably count the members I've spoken directly to on one hand with fingers to spare but all the same, I just wanted to thank everyone as every post I read was a step forward, even if I didn't realize it at the time. You are all people that truly shine and I hope you won't forget that as the times get rougher. We all live in our own separate realities and what you think is what is. Happiness exists. Love exists. Life has meaning. I wish I could tell you what I mean but I can't, I don't even know why and for the first time I don't care that I don't know. I don't care that I can't define what I'm feeling logically and that I can't see my destination, I'm just being alive and it's wonderful. It's taken a long time to get here and I know the journey isn't even halfway over yet, I just wanted to tell everyone that it's because of your help that I was even able to put my socks on. So I guess this it, I'm out of words and there's everything and nothing to say at the same time. So long everyone, I'll be wishing you the world until the end of it all and my time here will never be forgotten. We'll probably never meet again but who knows, it's a small world! Goodbye all!