I'm sick of the bullshit everyone is always saying to me, work going around thinking they can screw me over, treat me like shit, do what they want with me, lie to me over everything, and then do whatever they fucking say. I can't even afford to eat now, they want to kill me or something, but i'm going to take them down with me. I need to die, its my time, i can't fight, i'm useless, i cant do what i need to be, i cant afford to live, i cant afford to be the person that i have to be for anyone here, and i dont have any way out, anything i can do. Its time for me to die, i know that, there isn't any doubt this time. Not that i got to chat to many people on here, but thanks to those i had chatted with a couple of times. I'm going to do the last things i need to do, to get ready for this, and then im going to finally be free, finally stop them from destroying me piece by piece, only i can take away what i am, i wont let them do it for me.