Wrote note today. Stupid girl who gave me her new number yesterday finally tells me she is seein some1 already. I wanted to punch her in her face. 26 Year old alone loser. Im pathetic. Maybe its best I go before I take out my anger on others. They say the same crap "it will get better over time"........ I been a loser for the last 10 years. Im sick of "time". I got nothing to show for my life. Im in pain mentally. Must stop.