Time to give up.

[Anju]

Seriously, what is the point to all this? I'm living such a worthless life anyway, it doesn't seem like anything is going to change. I give nothing to anyone, all I do is take take take and make them all miserable. I'm just not good enough to deserve a spot in this world.

I can't stop thinking about suicide, I can't stop cutting, I'm heading for the edge, dammit I am going to do something really stupid if this keeps up >_<

 

[hare]

what makes you feel better?

 

[fromthatshow]

You are just as deserving as the next person. You are not below any one. Your life has value.
:hug:

 

[Stranger1]

You should look for things that use to help you thru these times. It sounds like you have too much time on your hands. Aren't there any distractions that give you food for thought. You have to keep trying to think positive. I have been finding it hard to hold back my thoughts. When I loose it I have to isolate myself (I should tell my sister when I am like that) I use my coping skills along with controlled breathing. I have come close to commiting twice in the last couple of weeks. The only reason I haven't is because my daughter and grandaughter are moving back here monday. I think it would be the wrong time to do it. I hope you find something from your past that will help you maintain. Good Luck to you!!!

 

[Xistence]

Try looking at things in a new way or find a fun hobby. Any kind of distraction can help. Just find another reason to continue living a few more minutes. There is always tomorrow, even when the pain is unbearable.