No matter what i do i just can not keep going. Today i just had a notice of eviction i will be evictedon the 25 march from my home which i have been at for 11 years. This will mean i lose my job as well. So to sum up in the last 1.1/2 years i lost my wife as she left me for a woman in debt of £6000 about to lose my home and job. So why even bother to carry on. I may as well so thanks but no thanks and just give up that way i know i will feel no more hurt or pain and just be at rest.