I think my mum is crazy. She just got completely hysterical - screaming her head off,crying, trying to push me out of the way - she looked completely insane. And it was over the most trivial thing ever, I was showing her how to use the vacuum cleaner :huh: Ifelt terrible already today but now I feel even worse because I got really frustrated and I hit her, ugh god she just came in all high and mighty 'you shouldn't hit me' like she nothing at all her herself...after I hit her she threw a tin of food and a chair at me. I just want to die now...I just want to die :sad: please god I wish I was dead.... No one is going to feel any sympathy for me I know...I know violence is awful and isn't tolerated by the people on here. But...oh...I'm still making excuses - 'I was provoked' Fucking hell! At least when people come on here and say how much they hate themselves and everything people can actually say 'you are a good person' but I'm not a good person, and here is the evidence.