I have the worst depression I have had in four years. That is all this world is about isn't it.....getting used. It has been sometime since I posted on SF. I am tired of live day in and day out. I called a friend yesterday and got my yelled at for calling them. And here I thought we were friends, not anymore. I have been threatened to be killed if I talk to a certain person because this guy is over powering her. I had a fight with my parents and they point blank said I can't think for myself and I am out of my mind. It just all sucks. I have always tried so hard and fail at it all. Everyone on here is in the same situation so why do we all stay on this earth?