Hello all Im 39 male from the UK. As a child i went through 13 years of abuse and pain. Im bisexual ( i think), i suffer from nightmares and flashbacks. Im trying to deal with the past but it tearing my life apart. Im seeing a counselor and psychiatrist/doctor, but everything is falling apart. Someone on a site for abused males told me about this site and said it could help me. I feel like just giving up, it hurts to carry on this sham of a life. Sorry for all this in my first post, but i dont know who to turn to anymore.