I'm so damn stressed at the moment, been spending pretty much every waking moment revising for an exam and I think I've been pushing myself too hard. Feel stretched thin and like I need to sleep for a week. Seeing my abusive ex was like the icing on freakin' cake and since then I've felt totally paranoid. It's taking so much effort not to believe that I'm universally hated and that everyone I know is in this vast conspiracy to drive me mad :unsure: I'm spiraling down into a major depression again but I'm not gonna let it get me. Though at the moment any little thing is sending me into fits of tears. Sorry to all the people I talk to regularly, if I'm irrational or whiny for the next few days I'm sorry. Taking the exam on Friday morning though so hopefully after that stress is off I should be able to calm my head down a bit. A big thank you to my friends (if you don't know who you are you damn well should!) I love you guys I really do.