tired of all this

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by rggkjg1, Dec 12, 2008.

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  1. rggkjg1

    rggkjg1 Member

    im just completely tired of my life. everything is the same everyday. aside from the same rutine everyday, i'm tired of the pain, loneliness, hopefulness i will feel. nothing makes me happy. i don't feel like doing anything. i no longer care. i just can't go on like this. i hope i will be dead 2 months from now. by that time i will have everything i need to go through with my plan/choice of method.

    if i wasn't supposed to die or at least attempt, i highly doubt my method of attemping would have been so easily availible to me all this time.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hello rggkjg1,

    I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so low and desperate right now. Please don't give up hope, depression can be cured. Have you seen a doctor about it? Do you see a therapist? :hug:
  3. middleofnowhere

    middleofnowhere Well-Known Member

    Because I've felt the same feelings you describe, and because I made a number of attempts, I talk with a therapist or go to a support group every week. They've really helped me, along with the psychiatrist who keeps my meds where they need to be. I don't know if you're already seeing those people, but if not, please do. They can be a huge help.
  4. rggkjg1

    rggkjg1 Member

    i've been in therapy for over 2 years.
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