tired of being in pain

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by wyguy7516, Oct 19, 2014.

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  1. wyguy7516

    wyguy7516 New Member

    December 2010 was injured at work and have had 4 major back surgeries. And to present day have severe chronic pain in both legs and lower and upper back. All these yrs have been living hell. I hurt so bad every day and all the meds, therapy, countless procedures haven't helped. Now found out my last fusion isnt solid, no new bone growth. So tired of this pain. I feel worthless and a burden to my wife and family. Workers comp listed me now permanently total disabled. Just so tired and tired of living. I attempted suicide a few months back. <mod edit - methods>. Since then been seeing a pain psychologist. Last few days feeling down again and fear I'm gonna have suicidal thoughts again. Was told I'll be in pain rest of my life.
     
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  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry to hear you are struggling so with the pain you have to endure i do hope you reach out to your pain psychologist and ask your doctor to refer you to a pain specialist ok a doctor that deals with helping people with permanent pain You family love you and do not see you as a burden i do hope if you are having suicidal thoughts you will reach out now ok for support
     
  3. wyguy7516

    wyguy7516 New Member

    Thank you for your message. I will be making an appointment with my pain psychologist this coming week. Think need to adjust my depression medication. I recently had a failed suicide attempt as can't handle the pain I've been in the last 4 yrs on a daily basis
     
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