Tired of being scared

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by sihuskyzoi, Apr 21, 2016.

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  1. sihuskyzoi

    sihuskyzoi Well-Known Member

    All the time. Of everything. Constant worry. Constant fear. I am alone in this world. I have failed more than I ever dreamed possible. The world has beaten me. I am not worthy. I can't remember when I last felt worthy to... breathe. .. exist... thrive. So very very tired.
  2. sihuskyzoi

    sihuskyzoi Well-Known Member

    What is wrong with me? I feel so broken.
  3. sihuskyzoi

    sihuskyzoi Well-Known Member

    I cannot fix myself. I can try to help you fix yourself. I can see the hope in your future. Why can I not see it in mine?
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Care to elaborate on what is going on for you? What have you failed? What are you alone in? If you think you're alone in your thoughts of depression I can tell you that you might''feel'' alone but are certainly not alone. I'm sorry you are feeling so down and alone.
  5. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    Do you want to talk about what is going on? Maybe opening up would help? or at least help us help you?

    I'm sorry you feel this way *hugs* I hope you find some support on this forum or the chat room. And know my inbox is always open!
  6. Auerbach

    Auerbach Well-Known Member

    May I ask what you are scared of?
  7. sihuskyzoi

    sihuskyzoi Well-Known Member

    I keep failing. I'm scared of being seen. Really seen. I'm scared that I will always be this worried about everything. I am not really alive anyway.
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