For the last two years I've been horribly fatigued. I was diagnosed with mild sleep apnea and given a cpap to use, and it helped somewhat. However I am still really tired everyday. I lost my job because of this. I am in my forties, and can't fathom living possibly thousands of more days like this. There is nothing in this world worth dragging myself through the day for. Goddamn I wish I could die.