Tired of sleeping three or more times a day, but never for more than three hours at a time. Tired of waking up and feeling such hate for myself. Tired of wanting to cry and let it all out, but unable to do so. Tired of isolating myself , but I am such an emotional drain on others. Tired of being emotionally immature. Tired of being so needy and running when things are difficult. Nothing horrible has ever happened to me, so why am I so F***ed up. I hate the thoughts I have and the medication only goes so far and I am tired of it all. Tired of staring at my door and wanting to go out but too afraid to make a move. So tired of being around me. Tired of being selfish and self centered. And on and on and on. So tired of myself.