tired of it

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by elizabeth10, Apr 8, 2011.

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  1. elizabeth10

    elizabeth10 Member

    ive planned to kill myself a bunch of times, tried a couple, but my stomach is a curse. i puke a lot, my stomach is really sensitive. my friends have caught me doing it, and stopped me just before i go past the point of no return. now ive started planning again, and i just dont know what to do. im tired of this roller coaster ride of numb, sad, distraught, and kindofsortofbutnotreallyhappy. constantly. ugh.
  2. solutions

    solutions Well-Known Member

    Overdoses don't usually do much besides injuring your organs. They can also make you black out, very similar to an alcohol overdose. A lot of people don't know that they can do some really nasty damage.

    I'm sorry for this mood cycling you're experiencing. I'm on lithium for that purpose. Are you utilizing any type of treatment?
  3. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    oh, yeah, are you getting treatment?

    I like to plug chinese medicine frequently
  4. elizabeth10

    elizabeth10 Member

    im taking 80mg of prozac everyday and i go to a therapist every week
  5. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    yeah, I don't know if there is anything I can say that would help. I hope you feel better though.
  6. solutions

    solutions Well-Known Member

    Okay, from what you've said, I'm going to guess that your meds are partially helpful, but not completely.

    If that's the case, I'm in the same boat you are. I've never felt totally better, never stable enough to really involve myself in life. I'm frightened of ECT, although I'm aware it may help me, but in terms of traditional treatments I've tried countless combinations, nearly every SSRI or SNRI you can imagine, and it still hasn't been as helpful as I'd like it to be.

    And, well, I overdosed some time ago and spent the night hooked up to machines in the ER. Very unpleasant, if I may say so.

    The significant difference worth mentioning is that I can't handle talk therapy, but you're able to. I hope it's helping you.

    I'm sorry you've had to experience the things you've mentioned. My only advice is to reach out to us when you feel you're at your worst, because we're here to do what we can for anyone that needs us.

    I will ask you, however, do you feel suicidal now? If yes, then what is it that's making you hurt so much that you want to kill yourself?
  7. icequeen

    icequeen Well-Known Member

    how are you feeling today?
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