ive planned to kill myself a bunch of times, tried a couple, but my stomach is a curse. i puke a lot, my stomach is really sensitive. my friends have caught me doing it, and stopped me just before i go past the point of no return. now ive started planning again, and i just dont know what to do. im tired of this roller coaster ride of numb, sad, distraught, and kindofsortofbutnotreallyhappy. constantly. ugh.