Tired of it

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Raichupuppy, Aug 14, 2012.

  1. Raichupuppy

    Raichupuppy Active Member

    I'm just getting more and more depressed as the days go by. I don't know whats triggering it. I was supposed to start college at the end of this month, but I realized I wasn't into it and it wasn't for me. I wanted to focus on my work and what makes me happy. Taxidermy. I wanted to be the one who stays home and works while my fiance goes to college for his graphic arts. College would serve me no purpose. Why do I feel so guilty about not going? I feel like I dissapointed everyone. They were all so proud of me for getting accepted. My parents and grandparents said it's completely understandable to not want to go. They said it's not for everyone. A bunch of my family didn't go either and they all have great jobs. Basic college just isn't for me. Someday I want to go to a college for taxidermy or for my therapist thing.
    I just hate how slow and guilty I've been feeling...
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun your family is right college is not for everyone If you enjoy your work then that is an accomplishment in itself Not everyone gets a job they enjoy hugs