My life feels like it isnt going anywhere. Im 30 years old, working at a dead end job, still living at home with my parents. I have a horrible social anxiety and I always end up isolating myself from people I would like to get close to. Everyone sees me as a failure. The world would be better off with out me. Wish I would have died in my car accident a few years ago. Ready to end it all, why should I have to suffer through life?