I won't go into details right now, I'm just not up for it. Sufficed to say, When I do nothing, nothing changes. When I do anything, things get worse. I'm tired of trying, and just wish I could let go. There are only 2 things keeping me here, maybe 3. One: It would hurt the tragic few who care for me. Two: While I'm not religious, I was raised religious enough to fear hell by suicide. 3: And I understand this is weird, but I don't want to miss out on My Little Pony. Yeah, I'm a Brony; and unashamed. That's it for now.