Tired of living in pain

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by KBambi, Mar 16, 2016.

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  1. KBambi

    KBambi Active Member

    I wake up in physical pain and go to bed in physical pain. As if the emotional and mental haven't been enough all my life! I'm so tired from struggling through this life.

    All I want is to be in my son and grandsons lives. They live several states away and we are supposed to move there this year. But I'm wondering how I am going to be around them when I hurt all the time? This pain is killing me. It's killing every little bit of hope, stealing every little bit of joy. I wish I would just die already.

    I don't know how much longer I can do this.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Physical pain is so draining i hear you Are you seeing a pain specialist someone that just deals with pain and it issues I hope that when you do see you son and grandson that joy will help lessen the pain you feel
  3. KBambi

    KBambi Active Member

    Hey hi. Oh yeah haha I've been seeing a pain dr for about 4yrs. I've tried everything from meds to no meds, nerve block injections, surgery. The only thing that helps somewhat is pain meds and I know taking them comes with its own set of problems. I'm damned if I do and damned if I dont. I'm out of options.
  4. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    What is causing your pains if I may ask?

    I know how debilitating chronic pain can be. I have days all I want to do is curl up in my bed and cry.
    Have you tried alternative methods? I sometimes meditate and I've had some good effects of acupuncture.

    Have your pain specialist spoken to you about ways to manage living with the pain? Coping mechanisms so to say?
  5. sahel

    sahel SF Supporter

    I am so sorry for the pain that you feel. I can only say I do hope that good mood because of your son and grandson's company may help.
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