Hi, folks! guess, what! I wanna die! Never expected me to say something like that huh? I hate myself, the world, everyone and everything else (except my doggi) I have no talents, no education, no life, no friends (except my doggi). I'm ugly, im tiny, looks like a child, gets no respect, Nothing!! I can't work and earn money because my brain is malfunctioning, making it impossible or atleast veeeeery very very hard. I just sit in my room, hating myself, the world, everyone and everything else. Nothing is fun. Nothing is worth the effort. Effort? what a waste!! I read on interent about Talking to your friends, they will help you and all... Why do they awlays think you have Fiends!?!? I dont have anyone i wanna call friend. The friends i had and makes only used me for their own benefits, to get free stuff and more. when they find out im a boring emo they leave. Everyone ditched me. Noone want to be freind with me. they just hold their mask and then when they have what they want, ByeBye!! Humans are evil, they destory and pollute the earth. Humans hurt eachother. Humans hurt animals. Humans just take and never give back. Humans are going to destory and kill everything in this world. I have this special dream, with me, saving the earth by <mod edit: *sparkle: illegal> , slowly but safe, the earth goes back to normal and becomes a paradise for all other living things. Humans are the source of evil humans must be destory. Why was i born as human!! i'd rather be born as a wolf and be murdered by humans. People say there is always light at the end of the tunnle. how can they say that? Beacuse they are normal? Because their life is alredy perfect? Beacuse they have friends and families that supports them and understand them? I see no light. I see only darkness. I will never become normal. I will never have real friends. Noone will ever understand me. I will never be able to do what i want. as long as im alive i will suffer. therefore wanna die. im tired of having these feelings that will never go away i just want them to end and the only solution seems to be to die. Why is dying so awful? we are all going to die anyway and be forgotten. I want to be the one to take control of my own ending. the world doesnt ends because you die. people go out, birds keeps singing, people go to work, the sun keeps shining. not a Damn thing happens when you die noone will miss you. Well maybe a week or two, but then everything goes back to normal. Grandma just died, and nothing really happened. noone cried, noone said anything special. they just wanned to get everything done and go back to their own life. When i die and if i meet god, i wanna ask god why god made me so total useless. was i a misstake? Don't you love me god? I'd like to know. Cause as we all learn, everything happens at gods will. Actually i dont beleive in god. But if there is a god, then god is a real bad guy that lets other suffer, humans destory everyhing and hurt others. maybe we are just gods puppets. We are just sims. maybe god is laughing at us now HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I completly accept and surrender. Im useless. Just waiting for the right moment. One human less doesnt matter at all. Its only good. one human less is a step closer for the earth to be saved. Yeah i care much about earth and animals (except for frogs and insects Blaaarg) I hate when they cut down forest and beat puppies. Have i made myself clear now? Im not happy ): This is my thoughts so far.. hope anyone wants to read it =P This place is prolly wrong place to post this... but whatever Oh, each post i make must be approved by a moderator first!! Thank you, moderator, now i really feel like a child that must first ask for permisson to play outside. And yes, I'm Not english! So... how are YOU feeling today??