HOw do you stop from being hurt from people How do you stop them from sending you back to that pain and place. When i am rejected abandoned told i am insensitve uncaring I just want to know how i stop these people from hurting me. The flashbacks they cause are horrific and i get so angry afterwards as i don't feel i deserve this attack on my character I don't feel i deserve the rejection I don't know how to stop these people from hurting me How do i get them to go away God i hate him i hate them all for making me feel like a piece of trash a useless nothing noone He is a ff doctor a psychologist and throws me away with so much confusion in my head so much desperation and pain i want to know how do i get him and all the people like him to just go away and leave me alone Stop attacking my character my person who i am today. I get so confused sometimes and i need help getting things straight in my head how can i do that without asking for help I don't trust him he hurts people he really hrt me I hate me when i let people send me back to that dark place god i hate me. Just how doesone stop these people from hurting you from making you feel like that useless piece of trash again how. I am not her so stop sending me back I can't deal with it. Iwish i could just hit him and hit him and hit him until he feels the pain i feel. Ha he wouldn't care anyway i am nothing to him.