I'm so fed up. It's all down to you. You don't realise, you don't have clue. Even if you did, would you care?? I doubt you would and in the meantime i despair. I hear your words. What you want me to do. I hear you shouting and i believe you. They say i shouldn't. But i can't help it. I want you to shut up but you won't leave me alone! Always on at me. Telling me what i should do. Letting me know i should think the same as you. You've told me so many times. It's drilled into my head. I don't want to believe it I want to forget. You drive me to breaking point. You make me feel weak. I don't want to know. The chance of you leaving is bleak. And in the meantime, What should i do? Listen? Obey? Ignore or forget? If only it's that easy! I'm tired of you. I can't take much more. I hate you for thinking and making me feel small.