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tired(trigger)

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by jane doe, Jan 4, 2007.

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  1. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    i´m so tired of everything, i´ve been 5 days now without hurting myself, only 5 days and i´m going crazy. í wish i could kill myself , but i´m so damn coward i won´t do it. i´m about to brake the promes i did to my boyfried of not hurt myself anymore, i just can´t. my hands are shaking now, and i´m about to drive myself crazy. i wish i never born so i wouldn´t feel like this. i want to die now because i need to cut . i´ve imaginated for hours my arms flushing blood and i imagine to my knife and me again cutting myself o god how long will i feel like this?
     
  2. music_addict

    music_addict Well-Known Member

    Hey, im sorry your feeling so bad. But, please try to not cut. 5 days is REALLY good, and I believe that you have the willpower to keep going and not cut. I know its hard, i struggle with it as well, but it is such a vicious cycle. It becomes like a a psychological dependency.
    You seem like such a nice person, your'e always helping other people out on here. The world needs more people like you, and for you to die would be a tragedy. Please try to stay safe. and if you ever feel the need to talk, dont hesitate to PM me.
     
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  3. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    thank you,really for your nice words, i didn´tdo it last night, now 6 days has past. once again thank you
     
  4. Lou

    Lou Well-Known Member

    {{{hugs}}} to you Jane, please try very hard not to hurt yourself :hug:

    We're all here for you x
     
  5. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    thank you lou. now one more day has past, it´s so hard but i´m trying, now i´m desperated, but i think i can hold on though.:)
     
  6. music_addict

    music_addict Well-Known Member

    Im glad to see that you were able to resist the urge. Its been like 7 days now right? That is seriously fantastic. i know your strong enough to beat this.
    stay safe.
     
  7. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Good for you! :) Hang in there, it takes 21 days to make or break a habit, so just take it one day at a time and it will get easier. I have faith in you, and you're doing a terriffic job!
     
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