Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by dontwannabeme, Sep 20, 2013.

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  1. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    Hey its been awhile since my last post.
    I wish it was a post with alot of positivity/
    but its not.
    Im keep asking myself how do i survive myself?
    Im just getting so very tired of this endless struggle of being sad.
    Like evrything doesnt matter anymore and i just want peace.
    I wanna *** myself again but if i do that things will just go back downhill..
    I keep lying too people again how i really feel :(
    Even though i know what will happen if i dont speak out :(
    I just dont wanna get readmitted again .
    And the thought alone scares me.
    Why cant i not just sleep and never wake up one day.
    It would make me so happy :(
  2. lotte

    lotte Well-Known Member

    I am so sorry you are feeling this way. :( Sadness can weigh so heavily on your body, mind, and soul. The important thing to remember is to be honest and to keep pushing away. You have to take care of yourself. If there are needs that aren't being met in your life, you have to meet them. Also, i would see if you need your meds re-adjusted, because they might be wearing off. Stay strong.
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I wish I had words that would make you feel better and take all this sadness away. Just want you to know I'm here, and I care. :hug:
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