Hi all, I'm a 31 male from London, out of work accountant. I am thinking of ending it all sometime soon. I find life too much pain to be worth it and I don't see the point in it all. I feel if you grow up in home where you are regularly shouted at that you enter the world disadvantaged. Today I feel like a miserable, annoying bag of waste that is just another human on this over-crowded planet. I don't see why suicide should be a problem/illegal as none of this makes sense, it's all pointless. I have barely any friends, none that I spend time with so I never go out. I just sit in front of my computer, get stoned from time to time and wait for another accounting job. I have no aspirations other than to make lots of money. I find nothing excites me other than when I'm smoking weed or playing online video games. I also find people rude and annoying. Thanks for reading, it hasn't helped writing this. I guess I might talk to some of you sometime.