Tired....

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by brknsilence, Sep 6, 2016.

  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I don't know what's wrong with me. So down and irritable. Suicidal thoughts are still there. Just tired of dealing. Tired of going through this. Tired of feeling irritable. Tired of being tired. Tired of being depressed. Tired of crying. Tired of putting everyone through this. Will this ever end? I just want to be happy. Or am I not allowed to be happy?
     
  2. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi, you will be happy with our care and love for YOU. Just hang in their.
     
  3. Frances M

    Frances M Mountain Woman

    I'm so sorry you are having such a hard day, sending hugs xx
     
  4. moxman

    moxman Well-Known Member

    I am here for you lady. If you want feel free to IM me and we can have a chat.

    I care for you

    Take Care of Yourself
     
  5. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks everyone

    Just to the point of needing to tell my dr but not much he can do on increasing meds or changing it. May talk to my husband tonight as well. Just exhausted.
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi @brknsilence You are far from alone here, we're all here to help, support and guide you through this difficult patch in your life. Sorry you are feeling so down and irritable, cook something nice for the kids or play games to distract yourself, we are here to see you get through this and believe me, you will 'cos you are a fighter :)
     
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  7. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks

    Just been not knowing what I'm doing anymore. Just here and tired. Just more of this stuff going on in my head I can even think straight. It's like everything seems so off. Seems so out of control and I don't know how to stop it.
     
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Vent all you like, let off steam...that's what we're here for :) Make some plans to do something fun when your husband is off work? :)
     
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  9. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I don't know. My mind is all over the place. So much going through my head at once.

    I may tell my husband this evening about how I feel. Then again, I just want to sleep.
     
  10. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks for being there and listening. So sorry if I'm not making any sense. My thoughts don't make sense.
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'd talk to your husband if I were you. Maybe you could find someone, a relative maybe to take the kids one night per week or some arrangement like that? You do not need to be sorry for anything :)
     
  12. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    I just feel like a mess. In some ways, I think it's easier to just die then face all the stuff going on in my head. Trying to be strong but find myself failing