Tired....

[brknsilence]

I don't know what's wrong with me. So down and irritable. Suicidal thoughts are still there. Just tired of dealing. Tired of going through this. Tired of feeling irritable. Tired of being tired. Tired of being depressed. Tired of crying. Tired of putting everyone through this. Will this ever end? I just want to be happy. Or am I not allowed to be happy?

 

[Unknown_111]

Hi, you will be happy with our care and love for YOU. Just hang in their.

 

[Frances M]

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard day, sending hugs xx

 

[moxman]

I am here for you lady. If you want feel free to IM me and we can have a chat.

I care for you

Take Care of Yourself

 

[brknsilence]

Thanks everyone

Just to the point of needing to tell my dr but not much he can do on increasing meds or changing it. May talk to my husband tonight as well. Just exhausted.

 

[Petal]

Hi @brknsilence You are far from alone here, we're all here to help, support and guide you through this difficult patch in your life. Sorry you are feeling so down and irritable, cook something nice for the kids or play games to distract yourself, we are here to see you get through this and believe me, you will 'cos you are a fighter

 

[brknsilence]

Thanks

Just been not knowing what I'm doing anymore. Just here and tired. Just more of this stuff going on in my head I can even think straight. It's like everything seems so off. Seems so out of control and I don't know how to stop it.

 

[Petal]

Vent all you like, let off steam...that's what we're here for Make some plans to do something fun when your husband is off work?

 

[brknsilence]

I don't know. My mind is all over the place. So much going through my head at once.

I may tell my husband this evening about how I feel. Then again, I just want to sleep.

 

[brknsilence]

Thanks for being there and listening. So sorry if I'm not making any sense. My thoughts don't make sense.

 

[Petal]

I'd talk to your husband if I were you. Maybe you could find someone, a relative maybe to take the kids one night per week or some arrangement like that? You do not need to be sorry for anything

 

[brknsilence]

I just feel like a mess. In some ways, I think it's easier to just die then face all the stuff going on in my head. Trying to be strong but find myself failing