I am so tired of life. I have had 2 years of physical injury wich has led to a big depression for the last year. I'v just got well and started going to school. I'v been in a relationship for over 3 years now. My girlfriend has found out that she does not have the right feelings for me anymore. I just got back on the horse and then she comes home and tells me she's unshure and not certain that I am the right one. This came as a shock to me. A big blow. I have a very low confidence and this just made it worse. I know that she is the right one for me and can't see a life without her. She told me she had been thinking about another guy. This even made it worse. I just don't see any reason for me to keep on living. I have so many worries and things in life, I just don't have any energy left to keep on going. I know that if I end it I will hurt very many people but for once in my life I want to think about myself. Why should I even think about trying to live without her. I'v just had so many downs in my life generally, always had a low confidence. I can't see any light in the end of the tunnel, I don't have the energy to cope with another crisis and I know that if this relationship ends I am not ready for it. And this is just not a thing I can push away, I have to go through it phsycologically.. I know people have much bigger problems than me but it all depends on the persons pshyci and mine is done for.