I seriously have nothing to live for, I live with my parents and just play video games all day and way into the night. I always wake up tired and feel tired the whole day. It's getting to a point where it's hard to even stand up and walk around without wanting to sit back down or even lay down in some instances. I don't have any friends because I'm extremely shy and I stutter when I talk and don't like being around people very much. My parents just work all day and my little sister just ignores me. I'm constantly stressed, depressed, and weak. If I'm not on the computer I get very depressed. I wanna kill myself but my parents brought me up christian even though I'm not and I don't wanna go to hell if it's real.