This is my first time on this forum. My wife has decided, after 10 years, a kid, and the most unimaginable struggles together, that she no longer wants me. She left for Kuwait in January, and while there she decided that it was "over" between us. Now she wants to breeze back in, divorce me, and take off with our kid. I know that I need to live for my son, but I don't know how much longer I can take this emotional strain. For the past month (and this has occured in previous months, as well) I have been existing on about 1 - 4 hours a night of sleep. I guess I am still running on adrenaline. I don't know how long that will last. She has been saying the most horrible things to me. When she calls and tells me how it's over and berates me on the phone, I start crying. Then she tells me how I "sound like a woman" and that I should "check myself into a mental hospital". She constantly tells me that the sex was bad. She tells me how she "hates and resents me" for "keeping her in the marriage". She has said more, but often I'm so traumatized by what she says that it's all one big terrible mush in my memory. I don't get this. I have been through far worse in my life (I saw more by the age of 12 than most people will see in a lifetime). I do suffer from mental illness (depression and PTSD) and the fact that she keeps telling me to "check myself in" doesn't help. I wish God would take me Home.