Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Isa, Jun 17, 2010.

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  1. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    i hate nothing to say here.
    been a member for four and a half years and keep coming back.

    i know, from past experience, that writing out my ''problems'' wont help in my case, because my problems dont have solutions. im an untidy guest.

    but i have to write. however stupid it may be, or annoying, or never read - or, most likely, never responded to - i need to write.

    i know tonight wont be my last night. but who cares. 5 years of suicidal thoughts that wont go away, constant depression and anger and hopelessness.

    the reason i left this forum is because no one can help me, no one can reply with anything but a hug or a cup of tea or a piece of advice that i will have heard before.

    i just want peace and quiet. i jsut want my heart not to be my enemy anymore, trying to turn itself inside out and making me gag with the pain.

    i just want to not exist.
  2. cloudy

    cloudy Well-Known Member

    i hear ya on that front/ take it easy.
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I get the not wanting to exist....so sorry you feel like that too..
    do you want to talk about why you feel like that...some of us are new here and don't know your story...
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