Hello everyone I recently posted my welcome message, so some of you may be aware of my situation. I had a falling out with two of my closest friends over Christmas. They've now gone out to talk about me and how horrible I am. I'm tired of apologising for having a mental illness. I've apologised to them (albeit not in person since they won't speak to me - but via texts and email), but I'm not the only one that did something wrong, and I'm tired of always apologising for being sick. I know I let them down, I've apologised, but what's the point? And are they true friends if they can't accept me - the whole of me - including my mental health (or lackthereof!). I don't know what the point is to anything anymore. I don't understand why I keep trying.