Tired

[passingthrough]

Tired, just so very tired of fighting. I can't see the point in fighting anymore. Feeling like a pathetic human being, wallowing in self pity. Sorry.

Had a few days of baseline, actual moments of being happy to be alive... then the crash which hurts so much. The meds aren't actually working, I'm not fixable. And I'm just so tired of fighting.

 

[total eclipse]

Hi hun the meds take 6 weeks to really kick in if it has been that long and there not working then tell your doctor okay it takes a few tries until you get that right one for you i am on my second one and it seems to be working hugs to you