I hate holidays, especially x-mas, but i can't help but being really sad and depressed that i am gonna be spending it alone again. No family, well they just don't have anything to do with me, so i say i don't have any. My son is with his mothers, and my "friends" have better things to do, so... i'll be sitting here alone watching all the season's of ALF which i got myself for x-mas. The only gift i will get lol. I guess i'm just feeling sorry for myself, i dunno, but hey if i don't who else is going to? blah fuck it.