I just registered on this forum, and my general problem is, probably, loneliness. I'm 22 years old, have never had a girlfriend, nor sex for that matter.
I've read some of the posts and topics on here, and on other forums, before making this post because I've always deemed myself more fortunate than those making these depressing topics. I got a good family that supports me and an okay upbringing, but I've always felt nervous about, well, everything that is new, especially social situations. I got one real friend as it is now, but I don't really visit him much and we have sort of grown apart.
One thing that struck me reading these forums was the amount of females being depressed while having children and a husband that loves them. For me, that has never even been close to having a relationship, this is just odd. I do not mean to be insensitive, I just have trouble understanding it. Cuz if I were to have all that, I would most likely be more than at peace with myself. I'm quite positive that it comes down to loving yourself that's keeping me at bay, which i cannot do.
There is nothing about me that I can possibly like. Whenever there is a female close by, of any fitting age, I just think to myself "Nah, I'm out of her league, there is no point in trying since I will only fail". I try every day to be friendly to people and smile but in the end, it just feel fake. I do not have problems having conversations with people once we've gotten slightly into it. But meeting new people.. brr!
yeah, thanks for the rant :snake:
I've read some of the posts and topics on here, and on other forums, before making this post because I've always deemed myself more fortunate than those making these depressing topics. I got a good family that supports me and an okay upbringing, but I've always felt nervous about, well, everything that is new, especially social situations. I got one real friend as it is now, but I don't really visit him much and we have sort of grown apart.
One thing that struck me reading these forums was the amount of females being depressed while having children and a husband that loves them. For me, that has never even been close to having a relationship, this is just odd. I do not mean to be insensitive, I just have trouble understanding it. Cuz if I were to have all that, I would most likely be more than at peace with myself. I'm quite positive that it comes down to loving yourself that's keeping me at bay, which i cannot do.
There is nothing about me that I can possibly like. Whenever there is a female close by, of any fitting age, I just think to myself "Nah, I'm out of her league, there is no point in trying since I will only fail". I try every day to be friendly to people and smile but in the end, it just feel fake. I do not have problems having conversations with people once we've gotten slightly into it. But meeting new people.. brr!
yeah, thanks for the rant :snake: