Haven't posted in a while. Started cutting again. I thought I was doing good. I was going to a shrink, he semed to be helping, but I dunno what happened. Tonight I was taking a shower and was thinking of all my friends that I left at uni when I came home to take a semester off. I dunno what happened, but I had a razor and I just kept slicing and slicing all over my upper arm. It was by far the worst I have ever done and I hate myself for it. So much blood. I'm really sad right now and I didn't know what to do, so I decided to come back here and check stuff out. I never thought my cutting would get out of hand. A month ago it was one small spot on my arm. Now it covers my left arm and both my thighs. If anyone reads this that isn't a cutter - I have no idea why I do this, just please don't start. It is so miserable. I feel like I have a massive sunburn and it hurts to even walk. I just wanted to get some release, I guess. You don't need to respond, cause there isn't much to respond to, but I needed to write something. Thanks for reading.