To everyone that remembers me
Yes, Im still alive, and yes im amazed too
I struggle just to want to live
There is no reason why im on this earth
I have no reason
Maybe Its for that i deserve the things that happened
Maybe I deserve the Child neglect, and child abuse that i grew up with
Maybe I deserve having a quarter of what my sisters had
Maybe I didnt deserve support from my family
Maybe I wasnt good enough
Maybe I will never be good enough
Maybe I am a waste of sperm
Maybe I would be better of in a ocean with a slug in my head
Maybe no one will ever understand me
Or the Understand the pain i feel
Maybe no one will ever support me
and how much it would mean if they did
Maybe no one will miss me
Just maybe I dont deserve to live...
Yes, Im still alive, and yes im amazed too
I struggle just to want to live
There is no reason why im on this earth
I have no reason
Maybe Its for that i deserve the things that happened
Maybe I deserve the Child neglect, and child abuse that i grew up with
Maybe I deserve having a quarter of what my sisters had
Maybe I didnt deserve support from my family
Maybe I wasnt good enough
Maybe I will never be good enough
Maybe I am a waste of sperm
Maybe I would be better of in a ocean with a slug in my head
Maybe no one will ever understand me
Or the Understand the pain i feel
Maybe no one will ever support me
and how much it would mean if they did
Maybe no one will miss me
Just maybe I dont deserve to live...
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