if I knew how, with guaranteed success. Preferably without involving something so ballsy, as jumping from a 6+ story high building. I'm not sure if I could handle that. But if I had access to a revolver, I honestly don't know if I'd be typing this. A lot of what has always held me back is just my lack of access to tools. I don't necessarily want to go searching around for methods, though, either. Sometimes I just feel indifference sinking in, and I know if it was easier to go through with killing myself rather than waking up tomorrow, I'd do it. But the whole process of it seems so bothersome, whereas I could easily die by freakaccident without the effort. Does anyone else feel this way?