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To Be Honest (may trigger)

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To be honest, I have been dealing with my suicidal ideations for almost 4 years now. What hinders from doing so, what if I survive an attempt? I'm afraid that people will look at me differently because nobody knows what I'm exactly going through. Not even the closest people in my life. So I resort to helplessly scarring my skin and OD-ing once in a while which all do me nothing. Temporary relief, perhaps. By feeling pain, I can tell myself that I'm still alive and I still do exist. But, really it's like I'm physically alive but I'm so dead inside. I don't know what to do. I want to end this life so badly but I'm just afraid to do it.
 

Sadeyes

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You are so insightful...the reasons you state regarding SH are the exact voice that SH gives a person...I also hope you talk to people who care and could be there for you because this world needs insightful people! Please stay safe and my PM box is always open
 
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Wow I never expected someone would tell me I'm insightful. Well, that is something new. I've been better after playing my guitar but sadly, a string got detached and I'm back to square one. But that isn't enough to get me all wounded again. Sorry for that. I guess there's nobody to talk to that could fully understand me except here. So, I'll try to PM you next time if there's anything I want to talk about. :hug:
 
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Wow I never expected someone would tell me I'm insightful. Well, that is something new. I've been better after playing my guitar but sadly, a string got detached and I'm back to square one. But that isn't enough to get me all wounded again. Sorry for that. I guess there's nobody to talk to that could fully understand me except here. So, I'll try to PM you next time if there's anything I want to talk about. :hug:
Insightful is the first word that came to my mind as well.
 

Speedy

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Hi Cheryl,

I 100% agree with those above who said you are insightful; I also think you are very articulate. Hope you are able to get the guitar fixed or something so you can continue to play. :guitar: :)

Take care,
~ Speedy
 
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