I was here wondering why i thought suicide was the last resort until i read some of the post here and to everyone who's suicidal, stop being lazy for a change and stand up for yourself! Rather it be your friends fucking you over, your dad raping you, your dog 86'ing, fuck man, get over it. You have arms, legs, lungs, a heart, and a fucking brain to type on this forum for help. you obviously have a problem as the rest of us so why not fucking say this to yourself; "FUCK IT, IF I"M SUICIDAL, WHY THE FUCK NOT I JUST RUN A MUCK IN THIS WORLD AND LIVE IT LIKE NO ONES WATCHING" Do what is against the norm, or fuck, just do what's not status quo in your only twisted little head. Go out into the world as if you've already died and live life like youre already dead and no one's paying attention to you. Its the FEAR YOU HAVE IN YOUR ON HEAD THAT HINDERS you. IF you had the balls to end your life, you wouldnt be typing on here so why dont u just say fuck it, life is over, i'm just going to do whatever the fuck i please. Go tell that girl that turn u down how u really feel about her, go tell the dad that molested u what a fuck up he is, go tell that person that picked on u what a fucking prick he is cause let me tell u....everything you've typed here is the truth and you've been a prey your whole life. become the predator, and then look at yourself in the mirror. Things will change cause this world is harsh. It aint Alice in Wonderland, you gotta make an inprint yourself, no one will help u, not your folks, your "friends", only you when you break it down to the bare necessities.