to foodle *could be triggering*

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by tintin, Mar 27, 2008.

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  1. tintin

    tintin Guest

    I was five when you started touching me in the wrong place.
    I remember your angry look when you saw the fear on my face
    I remember you fist raising then coming down and down again
    I remember my face searing from the fear and the pain

    I remember you saying April fools as you finished and you left
    I remember sitting all night in bed with my legs curled into my chest
    I remember the red wig you wore and your big red clown shoes
    I remember every broken bone every fall and broken bruise.

    I remember you raping me when I was nine.
    After that you do it all the time.
    Is it fun for you like a game?
    All it does for me is add to the fear guilt and shame

    My dad should protect me from people like you
    But he thinks its ok, lets it happen too
    My mind is in turmoil what should I do?
    If I was to die would it get me away from you?

    Away from your prying hands and your cold dark eyes
    Away from the feeling I get when you open your fly.
    Maybe I should get you angry enough so you would kill me instead
    Then at least that way you would get in trouble and I would still end up dead.
    By R.L.B x
  2. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    THat is brilliant but oh so sad.:sad: I felt angry as well as sad when I read it. I would not want you to die tho. You've done nothing wrong, you shouldn't have to die.:sad:
  3. Christianv2

    Christianv2 Well-Known Member

    Thats awful what has happened, your poem is very emotional. I hope somehow someway things turn out good for you. Heres to hoping :hug:
  4. Ire

    Ire Guest

    I want to kill this guy for you and make you feel better. Torture him first :mad:
  5. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    This poem is amazing. I am so sorry that something this terrible happened to you. :( :hug:
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

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