I need something real and for somebody to understand the things that I go through and the problems that I have. I'm not as not simple as I make others believe I'm really just another person going through the phases of life not comprehending much of anything besides the fact that in the end we will all perish and our names will eventually be forgotten. To hurt, we fall and to fall, we love. In me, what do you see? I've felt these feelings - all from you but I just smile... and pretend everything is just fine. When I hurt on the inside, fall down when I'm not thinking and love when I shouldn't when I can't. But I continue to put myself through all this because it's not that easy to really let go. There's nothing right about saying goodbye to something that you're not meant to lose. To something you're to hold onto until there is nothing left. To hurt, we fall and to fall - this love that isn't meant to die leaves me then you until we are both left with nothing? Perhaps not.