I need a job... but every time I try to fill out this fucking application i make some sort of mistake. Be it handwriting being horrible or just writing the wrong thing. I failed college... I failed socially... I have failed every big thing I have ever tried save one exception in 2005... and that success got me no where. This is not a recession it is not a depression... it is a permanate change that is going to fuck over a huge portion of my generation especally those like me who have a bad set of gentics that prevents them from doing anything big in life. If young people can't get our feet in the door we are screwed. I can't wait till im 30 to even get a job and that is the only solution here if we are suposed to fucking wait till the economy allows those with epxierence to mo ve up and leave us something. I can't deal with failure..; I can't deal with watching people who made it their life goal to make mine hell suceed where I failed... I can't bare to live alone without close freinds... above all else I can't live as a fucking 22 year old completly dependant infant anymore. I am giving htis some time to change... but it will take a miracle for me to be around much longer.